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Earthling behind the scene.
 I am a free spirit writer. I write what I feel, in happy moments, in sad moments, and yet depressing ones. My blog represents how I think about things, I dont write to impress. I write to express. I am trying to express myself what half my world is exploding with emotional thoughts. |
Keep in mind, when they can, you can. Anything is possible.
20111126 | Saturday, November 26, 2011
 People have been flooding my askbox on tumblr about being strong. Like, asking me how I manage to be strong on my own. You know, I'm not trying to say I'm strong. Deep within my soul, there's always a weakness. We're not the almighty god, flawless. We have weakness. In being a good person, in moving on, in staying strong, in getting yourself up back on track. It's not going to be easy as some people said it would be. You're the one who's facing it. There are times, I felt so weak and useless. And I have these awful thoughts of how miserable my life is. When everything is falling apart. Yourself, your family, your friends, your studies, your health, your low heartbeat, your loved ones. Everything. And to be true, I felt like I already gave up on trying. Aku pernah rasa tu dalam hidup aku, and to be true. Bukan sekali. Banyak dulu. Lagi lagi benda yang kau masih tak dapat selesaikan walaupun dah lama sangat. But when I think of it again, till when ? We live for a purpose. And that purpose is not giving up. Allah doesn't spare us a new day wanting to give up, wanting to die. Kita yang kena usahakan, untuk semuanya. If we're still trying to find a solution, but ended up hanging between two decisions, or even you can't even find a perfect solution, than move on. For every decision you make is a lesson in life. And for every past that you decide to let go and move on life, is an opportunity for something better in the future. The thing is, you just gotta grab the chance you have. Sometimes, you just have to ignore all the doubts you have in mind. We're not perfect, we make mistakes. That's how we learn. Sure, sometimes making mistakes makes us sad, and depressed. But sampai bila kan ? Sooner or later, we have to move on, and stand strong. Bukan forever kita kena bersedih. Bukan aku nak kata aku perfectly happy go lucky tak fikir masalah. But there are just times yang kita sendiri kena sedar, yang kita kena work things out untuk diri sendiri jadi happy. So that orang sekeliling, boleh happy sebab kau happy. Setiap kegembiraan kita, mesti ada makna towards someone. Kalau kau tak dapat figure out who, think of your parents. Takkan dia sebagai ibu bapa nakkan kita bersedih ? Dia membesar pun banyak masalah. Lagi lagi nak menanggung kita. Kita ni, masih belasan tahun. Masih baru 20an. Banyak lagi yang kita kena belajar. If we start to give up now, imagine how things will be 10 years later. Much different, and even harder than now. So think of happy thoughts, positive things. It doesn't mean that you wanna be happy, you didn't forget about all the things that's been effecting your life. Everyone remembers good and bad moments, that's our treasure. It's just that sometimes, we have to love ourselves. And for that, we have to look forward and strive our best. We must, be thankful for everything. For every lesson learned, for every new day earned. When you start having faith towards yourself that you can, anything is possible. Remember. If they can, why can't us ? Kita manusia. Nak seribu daya, taknak seribu dalih. Labels: a lovers rhapsody. |
