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I'll be braver, I will always be my own savior.
It's been a year. The last thing I remembered like the back of my mind was January, I was all messed up. Diam tak diam, dah setahun. How fast time flies. Hmm.
Year of 2011. I admit, it was the most toughest year for me. For every heartbreak, every hardships and obstacles i've faced made me a stronger person deep inside. It's not that I'm demanding a better life ahead. I'm still thankful for every challenge god gave me. There's always a reason for everything that had happened. Up till now, there are still things I wish I knew the reason why..but maybe, just maybe, I don't need to know some of the truth about something. But whatever it is, god always knows best. He indeed knows what's best for me, every inch of me.
Here I am, 20 years old, standing still. Even if I have things on my mind, hurtful scars in my heart, dying thoughts deep inside my brain, I'm still here standing tall trying to figure out a way to survive with all my flaws and imperfections.
I've been drowned. Sometimes I wish I can give up and start over, forgetting everything that had happened. But then again, I know wishing all of those things, wont make me a stronger person day by day. That's why I chose to be fearless towards everything that hits me, even if it's killing me, I'm gonna strive.
I know, there are times we have these awful thoughts on our mind, telling us enough is enough, it feels like every inch of our body has given up to try our best because it's not working out. But put your hands close to your heart, and whisper to yourself, you can. You'll cry a thousand of tears, you'll feel useless at times, but you have to believe in yourself. That's how I taught myself through out the years to keep myself strong, even if there are times it's not helping me, but I keep believing in myself that things will get better someday.
Another year, a brand new year. I hope to be a better person, a wiser person, and a stronger person again and again without any doubt at all. Aku tahu, banyak yang bakal aku tempuhi, yang bakal rapuhkan aku. Tapi ini janji aku terhadap diri aku sendiri, aku tak akan mengalah. Dan aku tak akan berhenti dari bangun dari segala yang menjatuhkan aku. Kerana aku percaya, yang aku boleh.
So here's to another year of
Change, heartbreaks, new friends, old friends, adventures, drama, obstacles, experience, knowledge, stupidity, chaos, fights, break ups, make ups, new dreams, new goals, accomplishments, new enemies, tears, laughters, and new love memories.
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About Me
Nabila Shakirah | Namielatif | Namie | Nabilatif
“I want everything I say or write to come from the heart, not a pill or a pipe.”
I am just a typical yet unique type of girl who have her own way of expressing wht she feels. What i wrote has nothing to do about education,forums,or even a knowledge segment. I blog for fun,i blog for happiness,i blog for depressing moments. Despite the fact that I am open minded,fun at times,random and silly, there are still some part of me tht has been in rough times and troublesome phase of life just like everyone else. And for that,wht i spill here,is everything tht I can recall being myself. My life.
Hail the Reds.
Dear readers, followers, and lovable earthlings that I consider as my precious silent readers ?
A lot of thankyou and ? for all the support in the good and bad times through out reading my entire blog right from the start. I know I randomly talk to my followers, but I will try my best to change for the best. Trust me, the best is yet to come.
Eventho my chatbox is private due to some issues, you can still leave anything on the comment box and I will reply, InsyaAllah. But mostly, if you tend to write like something long, or even nak bagi aku karangan, you can drop at my tumblr and ask a question. Any other random question since I am no longer interested using a formspring account.
Plus, to interact more, you can also follow me up on my twitter. Trust me, I wont bite :)
The reason I gave you a different option by interacting with me using tumblr and twitter instead of facebook all along is because :
I am a complicated person. I tend to deactivate my facebook account, like a lot. Mostly when I get depressed and sick. SURE, YOU CAN ADD ME ON FACEBOOK. And you can interact with me on my wall, no biggie :) Tapi kemungkinan besar, kadang kadang bila time orang nak add, aku tgh deactivate. So bila aku ada active on facebook, you can add me up aite loves :)
Much love, The official writer of letters to god :
NamielatifPanda.
I'll be braver, I will always be my own savior.
It's been a year. The last thing I remembered like the back of my mind was January, I was all messed up. Diam tak diam, dah setahun. How fast time flies. Hmm.
Year of 2011.
I admit, it was the most toughest year for me. For every heartbreak, every hardships and obstacles i've faced made me a stronger person deep inside. It's not that I'm demanding a better life ahead. I'm still thankful for every challenge god gave me. There's always a reason for everything that had happened. Up till now, there are still things I wish I knew the reason why..but maybe, just maybe, I don't need to know some of the truth about something. But whatever it is, god always knows best. He indeed knows what's best for me, every inch of me.
Here I am, 20 years old, standing still. Even if I have things on my mind, hurtful scars in my heart, dying thoughts deep inside my brain, I'm still here standing tall trying to figure out a way to survive with all my flaws and imperfections.
I've been drowned. Sometimes I wish I can give up and start over, forgetting everything that had happened. But then again, I know wishing all of those things, wont make me a stronger person day by day. That's why I chose to be fearless towards everything that hits me, even if it's killing me, I'm gonna strive.
I know, there are times we have these awful thoughts on our mind, telling us enough is enough, it feels like every inch of our body has given up to try our best because it's not working out. But put your hands close to your heart, and whisper to yourself, you can. You'll cry a thousand of tears, you'll feel useless at times, but you have to believe in yourself. That's how I taught myself through out the years to keep myself strong, even if there are times it's not helping me, but I keep believing in myself that things will get better someday.
Another year, a brand new year.
I hope to be a better person, a wiser person, and a stronger person again and again without any doubt at all. Aku tahu, banyak yang bakal aku tempuhi, yang bakal rapuhkan aku. Tapi ini janji aku terhadap diri aku sendiri, aku tak akan mengalah. Dan aku tak akan berhenti dari bangun dari segala yang menjatuhkan aku. Kerana aku percaya, yang aku boleh.
So here's to another year of
Change, heartbreaks, new friends, old friends, adventures, drama, obstacles, experience, knowledge, stupidity, chaos, fights, break ups, make ups, new dreams, new goals, accomplishments, new enemies, tears, laughters, and new love memories.
Labels: a lovers rhapsody.
OLD / NEW
